So, I hear many people talking about life, the journey to make memories, to live, to explore. And after COVID, one I was mentally and physically weak, two I wanted a break, three I was not ready to take any pressure and pretending I am strong, I am ok and faking everything around the people. If we talk about people, surrounding we live in, now I finally understand why people quotes" Everything comes at a cost u need to pay"  because once I felt I was important, I matter, I value my words, my thoughts, my choice, I want it, there were none to accept it, so the moral was, Faking it was ok, Actually it is normal around here if you want someone standing by your self you should learn it to live in these society ways, I am sorry if I am wrong but I learnt it the way I faced. So, respecting myself I left my ten to six job, to value and love myself.
 
I didn't know what was coming next. But slowly I felt free, I bought my scooter, thanks to my mother, got my license, had my amazing birthday, I can sure myself I had it my best and thankful for each person who shared the day with me, I had my first long travelling in the highways in my "Chameli" that's what I call my scooter, to Kathmandu to Pokhara and Ghandruk. Ticking some of my dreams from my bucket list, I guess we have to learn how to live, we don't have any other option, giving up is not an option at least not an easy option.

So, now questioning myself what's next, the choice I always had a better life for myself, the happiness within myself to be, the value I wanted to live in, the lifestyle I can have, the next year for something simple, to be better nothing more than that.

So goodbye everyone, I guess I am done for today and thanks for listening to me. Till next time toodles.

म
जिन्दगी छोठो भएतापनि
मिठो ज्युन मन छ मलाई ,
अँखामा सझिएका सपनाहरु
पुरा गरि जान मन छ मलाई ,
अन्जान गल्लिमा हराएकी म
एक पल ऐना उसपारको म
हेर्न मन छ मलाई ,
फकाएर बधेको मनलाई फुकाली
एक मन सपनामै जिउन मन छ मलाई ,
धेरै त केही सोचेको छुइन
रहुन्जेल मुहारमा मुस्कान
छर्न मन छ मलाई ,
हो म मान्छु जिन्दगी छोठो छ
त्यसैले एक पल जिन्दगी
ढुक्कले जिउन मन छ मलाई ।